Amy wanted a bigger shot of my belly. Here you go. I don't think I look like I'm showing this much usually. The tops I wear aren't tight so it's not very obvious. I thought my stomach was way more obvious 2 months ago when nobody could tell. Everyone's noticing now, but I feel like I practically look the same. When Greg took this picture he thought I was sticking my belly out, but I wasn't. To be honest, right here I'm sort of sucking it in. Once I started getting bigger, I instinctively suck in a little. It's weird. I don't mean to. I have to really focus to completely relax my stomach muscles. I don't understand it.
Well, I promised an update but I'm sort of in a horrible mood. I was ecstatic about my plans for the weekend and couldn't wait for it to begin, and it's all just sort of gone wrong. I've come to realize over the last 10 months that I am a control freak. I don't know if I've always been one and it's never really cause any major problems until now- or if it's just getting a lot stronger and now constantly getting in the way of my happiness. I don't know but it's a problem of mine and I'm having trouble fixing it! I don't really know what else to say about that.
I need my sister Amy to come help me decorate. Everyone keeps saying, "Have fun decorating!" Well today my only task was to mount all our pictures only to discuss it with Greg and both of us not knowing what to do. All of our frames are black, yet there is brown wood everywhere. So that's created it's own, "What do we do?" And there's still this mysterious box we're becoming more and more convinced has become misplaced. So the question stands, "Do we move on and replace what is missing, or do we stunt our progress, hoping to someday find it?"
I don't know if it's pregnancy or this overwhelmingness of decision making and moving into a house- but I have been crying all throughout the day and I'm sick of it all. Anyway, I'm done whining for now.
8 comments:
Oh man, your weekend did start out like mine... Good, fun plans that all go completely wrong. Hope your day went better! No need to rush the home decorating thing. Some of the decoration ideas don't last long anyways. Like painting my kitchen cabinets red... well, that has expired it's time and has got to go. Well, good luck with everything and remember to smile!
You are so cute! You don't look big at all. Just a super cute pregnant person. Jeff also tells me to stop sticking my belly out in pictures and I have to tell him that I am just standing normal.
Ok first of all- you are SO PREGNANT! You are TOTALLY showing 100% without a doubt- it is crazy! and there is no way you could stick your stomach out to look like that. That's funny greg said that. Second- your hair is so long and i love it! You should definetly keep growing it! it's so pretty! And I would LOVE LOVE LOVE to come out and help you decorate- rememmber- just because our styles are different doesn't mean I'm not capable of other styles- that's what I did at department of interior- I helped people put together so many modern styles that I hated- I think it would look cool to paint your frames a brick red- I think that would look good with your beige walls, and brown wood molding. That would be reall yhard about the box- have you unpacked everything? So weird. what was in it? I didn't get your message at lizzie's untli later today- i actually was around but i never heard the the ansering machine message outloud- just ringing and I assumed it wsa for lizzie so i didn't answer. that's too bad, it sounds like you were having a hard day. we can talk tomorrow if you want. (sunday) church is from 11-2. the controling- you have wanted things your way for awhile- I don't know about when we were younger- but our adult years you have always been that way. maybe you could read a book about it or something. i think greg is really perfect for you because he just goes with the flow, and is really laid back. the crying- gosh- it seems like everyone says that about pregnancy, how emotional they get- like how they will cry watching a commercial, you know? I'm sure it's pregnancy, and then the added stress of a move! that's really stressful! I loev you! I just wish I could be there to help figure things out with decor and organizing. Some day. love you!
Megan, I think you look like a very CUTE pregnant woman. You aren't sticking your stomach out, first of all you don't have a tummy to stick out it is FLAT!! For pity's sake. You will always hold your stomach muscles in if you stand up straight and don't walk hunched over. Take that from me and I can understand the control part, I think you have always been somewhat that way. That is why you have had a hard time lately as everything has been so out of control. Crying??? that is what pregnant women do so stop being so hard on yourself. I lived in a house for 2 and half years without any funiture drapes or pictures in my living room. You have a lot of time. Replace the things in the box, do I have anything that will help. stop stressing. hugs and kisses Love you lots
You look great!! Don't you hate when you feel know you are showing and people only notice when you say something. I always think I didn't have a stomach like this before. I know that! Clothes are not fitting! You totally are showing! Crying is normal!! I am so happy for you guys!
YOu look great. Love the belly shots. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I'm hoping your feeling better today. Sorry everything was a dissapointment- I HATE it when that happens. GOod luck with decorating. Can't wait to see everything! Love you!!!
Decorating is fun but so stressful!! Especially hanging pictures. I'm fine with decorating tables, shelves, etc. with pictures, figurines, candles, vases, whatever. But hanging stuff on the walls? Ugh! Such a pain!!
I can't get over how you are showing - very cute little prego belly. :)
Megan I love you, and you are adorable, you look perfect. I cry every day too lately. The Savior cried, so it must be okay. Decorating, such a huge pain.
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