Eck

My sinuses hurt, I didn't sleep well AT ALL last night. I was bad and didn't go to bed until 2 am, but then I couldn't sleep until 3 am. Then Greg came home at 4 am. Then Scarlet woke up at 5 am. Thank goodness she went back to sleep and woke up at 8 am???? Not sure. So, it was a pretty interrupted sleep last night. Scarlet has just been crabby the last couple days. Not sleeping well at all, barely taking her naps and has a tiny temperature. So she's just been tired, crabby and not very self-entertaining a lot of the last 2 days. So I'm kinda cranky too. These days when Greg works are just draining! It just builds and builds and then WHAMO- Sunday happens. Sundays suck. Is that a horrible thing to say? I would totally be inactive, if I didn't have my calling, which I love. First of all, church starts an hour before Scarlet and I even wake up for the day. So that puts a damper in my mood and messes up her schedule right from the start. Then she's passed around and falls in and out of sleep all through church, as I'm busy during Primary. Then church ends and I'm tired and want to rush home to Greg, who is just waking up. But everyone in the hall wants to stop and talk to me about how cute Scarlet is and how big she's getting, which is fine, but it's always when I'm carrying the car seat carrier and that thing is HEAVY!!!! So I just walk two steps at a time, and someone stops me again and I just hold that heavy thing. Sometimes I think I should just sit her down and just talk to everyone and wait 'till everyone leaves AND THEN pick her up to go home. It's so sad, because Sunday's used to be such a treat and now I get home and think, "There is so much time left in the day!" How will I bear this? And I long for Monday, because Greg has the day off and has barely been in the house the last 3 days, but really Greg has to sleep 'till almost dinner on Mondays so it's not like I get a break there either. ARGH!!!! Anyway. I think, if I was well slept and fed, I wouldn't be so cranky. But I am.